I am also a pilgrim with a map Amber. I have found myself in your shoes more times than I count. My entire life has been this way and in this I have been SQUASHED.
I do not write anymore. I don’t even attempt to explore my thoughts in poetic style and I keep my mouth shut all the time. I long for the truth in reading other people’s stories because I can live freely in the lives of those people and find understanding in myself that way. If that even makes any sense . It’s been so long since I’ve attempted to make myself heard feel like I’ve lost the ability to communicate/convey my reality.
I love reading your thoughts and stories and I love listening to you speak to the people. I can actually escape from that feeling of being silenced through you. ❤️
SO good! I especially love your imagery or being a pilgrim, bringing our maps together with other pilgrims. Together, creating a more accurate picture of the Way. Throughout, I kept how bringing things into the Light (ie naming reality) is where the healing, growth, transformation and love is. And while the brightness can be painful for a time (I’ve felt that big time, especially through my divorces), when you stay in the Light, it increasingly feels more and more beautiful.
I am also a pilgrim with a map Amber. I have found myself in your shoes more times than I count. My entire life has been this way and in this I have been SQUASHED.
I do not write anymore. I don’t even attempt to explore my thoughts in poetic style and I keep my mouth shut all the time. I long for the truth in reading other people’s stories because I can live freely in the lives of those people and find understanding in myself that way. If that even makes any sense . It’s been so long since I’ve attempted to make myself heard feel like I’ve lost the ability to communicate/convey my reality.
I love reading your thoughts and stories and I love listening to you speak to the people. I can actually escape from that feeling of being silenced through you. ❤️
I hope you break the silence. We need your voice.
It's funny how we as women can hold two radically different emotions about naming our reality. Love. you. Thanks for being you!
Yes! The cost of naming is high, but it also means freedom.
SO good! I especially love your imagery or being a pilgrim, bringing our maps together with other pilgrims. Together, creating a more accurate picture of the Way. Throughout, I kept how bringing things into the Light (ie naming reality) is where the healing, growth, transformation and love is. And while the brightness can be painful for a time (I’ve felt that big time, especially through my divorces), when you stay in the Light, it increasingly feels more and more beautiful.